Misery

I gave up yesterday and went to another dermatologist.  He was shocked at what I looked like.  He did a biopsy and gave me a prescriptions for some meds.  He also told me to stay completely out of the sun. He doesn't think I have skin cancer, but he was very concerned about my condition.  Guess I will look for another job where I will be inside all the time.  I will hate that, but I will do it.  If I ever get over this, I will not take anything those doctors give me without researching the side effects.  I won't get in this mess again.